In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
I’m waiting around for something we both know isn’t going to happen but yet there is still something left, like we have unfinished business or something. I keep knocking him back because I’m still waiting for nothing. I’m stupid, I need to pull my head in but I can’t, cause your just like a never ending stream pouring through my mind, it drives me insane.
But I need to make the right decision, wait around for ever or carry on.
I guess in time it’ll all fold out.
I hope.